| 我8月3號終於都可以返自己鐘意既工喇....呢份工真係等到我頸都長埋....雖然西灣河遠係遠d....搭車時間係好似好耐...人工因為間西餐廳係岩岩新開張所以咁低.....但可以part住我主任儀姐一齊做...可以學多d野...真係咩都值得....我而家既職位雖然都係一個樓面仔...但唔知點解除左儀姐之外....其他樓面仔有咩唔明都唔走去問主任.....反而走黎問我...佢地仲要係果間公司做多我幾日....真係奇怪.....唉...豪仔今日本來要返工...點知因為同阿腸嗌交...心情唔好...又唔返工....我今日放假.....儀姐琴晚就已經好擔心佢今日唔返工...點知....唉.....兄弟..你之前又話好想past住我一齊返工...又話間公司有熟人一齊做會好d開心d....呢d我都記得嫁....希望你會識諗啦....哈哈....以前就個個朋友就擔心我返幾日唔返....而家就到我擔心人唔返....究竟係我心態又成熟左丫...定係我重視呢一行呢?講真..我都覺得自己好勁....我以前不嬲返工前累得滯...心情唔好都唔會返工請假...唔知點解我今次又冇呢種感覺.....不過唔理啦...返好呢份工先算... |
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| 嘩....話咁快......我出返黎都原來已經係1個月喇....今朝我老福打比我....本來星期二佢打比我時我已經同佢講話考平安卡...到最後就梗係冇去到啦...跟住就諗住星期三去啦...點知唔知醒.....呵呵....到今朝佢打黎....佢又話我唔緊自己唔搵工冇功課交比佢....又比佢鬧到一面屁....算啦...我自己知自己既搵工態度....佢的而且確係鬧得岩....所以為左佢唔好咁著....就答應左佢聽日去見佢介紹既果份工.... 今日去左考平安卡...一見到要坐8個鐘(由10點到6點)....真係一d都唔想去考...但冇計....鬼叫自己同老福講左話會去考咩.....10點鐘到去到....聽左半個鐘書到啦...我就忍唔住訓著左...11點1-2個字醒左...跟住小息...12點到又訓..訓到1點工程意外睇碟....1點半放食飯...2點9到返到去坐唔夠半個鐘又訓著....5點到起身再聽書...5點3到考試....哈....我本來仲以為唔合格....點知仲有90分tim.....今日既時間可以話難捱又可以話好易過....難捱就梗係想聽書但因為太悶...所以唔訓唔得...好捱就梗係全日係度訓....d時間梗係易過啦....唉....咁就過左個唔知有冇意義既一日..... |
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| 今日我一起身諗有咩好做啦....諗諗下...就諗返4-5年前既我....果時真係好開心...仲返緊學仲有一大班朋友仔係上村....就算放假....大家都不約而同咁係同一地方集合......但係上年我已經冇左呢班朋友....唯一仲係朋友既只有yuki．豪仔，家豪（比比），家華，家樂........唔知大家有冇覺得奇怪點解會冇左肥龍呢......因為我都唔知點解呀.....可能佢已經唔當我係朋友啦.....曾經同佢一齊共度過好多患難既好兄弟好朋友.....而家已經冇左喇.....我以為同肥龍會係可以一世做到好兄弟好朋友既人.....係我今次recall出返黎之後......大家又生疏左喇......曾經我地已經生疏過一次果次我仲有因為咁而喊得好激......今次我亦唔例外......因為我真係唔想冇左呢個知心好友......但可能已經係冇可能喇......唯一既希望係有朝一日大家見到面會傾計做到朋友.....就算由零開始......對呢個朋友我都冇所謂......呢個希望唔知會唔會實現呢.......唉..... |
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| 今日係6月14號......出返黎都有一個禮拜喇....唉......而家個人好迷茫...係入面本來諗住出返黎係迫自己一星期內要搵到野做.....但點知出到黎....個人又好似有d懶返....d頭髮又短驚七(不過我知係藉口).....唔想返工...但自己又知唔返工會冇錢冇前途...你話我未成熟未大個仔...我覺得好唔係....只係個人懶d姐....又唔係唔識諗.....唉......真係點算好.....同埋其實我除左做侍應.....我仲識做d咩呢??真係有d想試下轉工....但又怕浪費哂d時間.....算啦...打到呢度唔知打咩....想打返勁舞團好過..... |
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| 唉...諗起20年前既我仲係一個bb仔既時候....真係好開心...細細個..咩都唔洗煩....唔洗諗...唔似而家咁...又煩錢...又煩住...又煩女...咩都有得煩...點解人生就係咁...真係好想問....又或者有冇人可以答我...點解人人都要出世....到最後咪又係死...咪即係出世黎都冇用...咁出世黎做咩??究竟人出世係一個game丫...定係一個報復...好似一出世就比人控制住...好似冇哂自由...好慘慘...唉........................................................... |
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